Goop.

Watch me learn to love, watch me learn to find better friends then the one you've been to me, watch me be happy, and I'll watch you throw your life away. I will want to laugh, but I wont because I will know that I was so close to that some life. I could have followed your lead and ended up where you will but instead I found my own way. I learned to love, I learned to find better friends than you, and I learned to be happy even when I was alone. I want to be your friend but I have to be selfish and not. I need to think about myself and what will help me in the long run. I have better friends who don't lie, who don't keep secrets from me, and friends who know when I need them and when I don't. I needed you and you weren't there and when I don't want any one around you were always there trying to be the friend that people told you should be. I am sick of it but I wont tell you that. I will show you. I am swiss, I am quiet, I am easy going, I am changing, and I am letting you go.


this is mental goop flowing out like I have so much to say when all I really want to say is that I am changing from a bitch to a friend. Unfortunatly for you you wont be one of the friends.