mute.

Its like I'm on TV and the viewer pressed the tiny button that says mute and makes my whole world change. Suddenly I can't speak but I can hear everyone else who is watching and waiting for me to say something. I feel as though I have lost my voice simply from a lack of using it. I spend time with myself and my thoughts. The company is good but honestly I want someone to understand or hear me. Its like i say something and no one hears except one person and then that person steals my idea and gets credit for it.
I want to scream at the top of my lungs but I am too self concious to do juts what I want. I want to say something and have people understand...

from where i'm standing life is awfully quiet.