Only God Knows what this was...

so I decided to make myself a cd to make me feel better... and it is taking a long time to burn... I'm bored and sadly this is all I could think of doing...

I hate regreting things... but I make myself do it all the time... I regret not being selfish on my trip to Brazil, I regret not telling him how I feel, I regret not being myself around some people, I regret so much and yet here I am sitting alone at my computer tonight regreting not going to that bonfire becuase I was "tired" I regret it and I knew I would but there I was text my friend saying that I had to pack/clean so my parents wouldnt let me leave the house.

my cd still has 10 min so i have to fill that time in some way... lets see. I guess I could practice my improv writing: Once upon a time there was a girl, but unlike every other fairy tale this girl had the perfect life but was tormented on the inside. She was haunted by an alter ego that just happened to be named Andrea. The girl faught with Andrea nonstop, trying to find a way to compromise with her. The girl was about to be married to her "prince Charming", Alex.
The girl's name was bethany. Andrea had always told her that her name started with a B because she was supposed to come second to Andrea which started with an A. Long story short Andrea realized the only reason B came second is because that is how she was taught the alphabet. Unlike numbers the alphabet has a set number of letters. Numbers can keep going but letters can only go so far, but they can go in a circle. B could be first and A could be the very last it all depended on perspective...

wow that was just about the dumbest thing I have ever written but I am not erasing it because I am tired and I'll probably think its funny tomorrow...

so about 1 minute left until my cd is done so I guess I'll just say a really long goodbye.

So long farewell to you my friend, from where I'm standing I need to work on my improv writing...

until next time good buddy!