identity crisis/honest/spring

Semi-Fiction:

A single tear rolls down my cheek as I put my car in drive, back out of the spot I parked in less than an hour ago, and pull away. I had known who I was when I walked in the building, but as I drove away from it I had no idea. What had happened there that made me forget what I once knew? Why could I no longer make people laugh by doing something random? Why was I not the girl I was before? I hadn't physically changed or mentally either. It was more of a realization that around different people I am a different person. I think I change to fit what they need from me. I consider myself a somewhat giving person so I think thats what I was trying to do. Give them what they needed. I had sacrificed myself for someone else once again and this time it hurt. It hurt to know that I couldn't be me for them, that I wasn't what they needed, or that I wasn't what they wanted. It was almost as if they were attacking me personally.


ok now that I am done with how I felt today...

I am almost scared to tell her what I think. I think she is being stupid. She is hurting innocent, good people that she cares about. I want to think of myself of the kind of person who would never do this, but honestly I've never been in the situation so I can't say. I guess I would hope that one of my friends would tell me...

CONFUSED!!!

Spring is my new favorite season. It makes all the bad things go away! I was depressed and angry all winter and as soon as the sun shone on my face I felt happy. Thank you mother nature/the sun.

all for now.