scared

Things are changing whether you want to believe it or not... Sometimes change is good which you can always hope for but a lot of the time it turns out bad... and thats when you turn to the people you love and say "Help" this is me saying help. I am scared that I can't do this by myself and also that if I ask for help i will end up hating those who help and they will hate me...

From where I'm standing help doesn't seem like the right word but even with a dictionary at my side its the only one that fits...