time

i guess things have been ok but i still find myself not confident enough to be myself and do what i want when I am around people who judge. I guess I just want to be me and have everyone be ok with that but i guess shit happens and I need to realize that being myself comes ay a cost... that cost being not everyone liking that person I am. I guess I should figure out who I am before I try and be that person and fall on my face... I am going out of town for a couple days and when I come back someone new is going to be here... maybe I can be myself around him...

from where I'm standing I think I'll use this time to find who I am.